kagabe inisip ko sana bukas di na ko magising pero ito namulat pa din ang mga mata ko.. ang bigat pa rin ng pakiramdam ko. ayoko na pumasok wala akong gana, bakit ganun parang walang tamang nangyayare sa buhay ko ngayun. :(
date sinabe ko sa friend ko kung ok ang career ko olats naman sa love and vice versa pero nde eh ngayun parehong di tama. Ang bigat sa dibdib gusto ko na matapos ang agony na to. Hindi ako makapag isip ng derecho. Ang gulo gulo palage ng isipan ko. Marami nga taong nakakapansin na ang sunget at palage ako nakasimangot. Pasensya na ganun yata talaga pag mabigat ang pakiramdam mo..
Minsan dumadapo na sa isip ko ang pakamatay, yung text ko nga sa kanya kagabe sabe ko sana bukas di na ko magising.. nag txt sya "nye, ang babaw, kaya yan" buti pa sya nasasabe nya na kaya ako gusto ko na sumuko.. makakalbo na ko sa stress, di nga nag hair fall talaga ako dahil sa problemang to.
please please gusto ko na makawala sa sitwasyong to at simulan maging tama ang lahat
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Have you ever felt that you wanted to do something but you’re scared to do it? I’m feeling so anxious these days. I wanted to apply for a part time job but every time there’s an offer I feel that I’m not confident to do it. Now I feel like I’m hiding to those employer who actually hired me or trust me to write articles for them. Also, I just felt that it’s not worth it, $1 for 300 words article/ 8 articles a day. It consumes most of my time and writing article for me with specific keyword is not that easy, I need to think and make sure it’s original. I don’t want to plagarize some one else work. I'm becoming so unprofessional.
Then there’s this one who actually wants to interview me, I dunno the task yet but it’s something to do with SEO. I haven’t talk to her and I’m chickening out. I don’t know where’s my self-confidence go? I’m loosing trust on my own self. I know this is not the same me for I have done this before, I just don’t know why right now, I don’t have that gut to do things.
How can I be that person with so much confident? How? L
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